突然间

很多事都发生在突然间
让很多人摸不着边
不知道你是真实的,还是过眼云烟
抓不到,心却一直想念

知道你的好在言语间
发现你的帥在突然间
想起你的歌在梦境间
在这当中有没有我的空间

很多事已发生于突然间
你和我都碰不到边
清楚非常真实的你,出现眼帘
抓不到的心,只有想念

突然间
所有这些都发生在突然间
言语间, 只有想念, 没有我的空间
只能在梦境间, 与你碰到面

突然间
梦醒了
你就在我的身边

他还是不懂

他的心里在想什么, 我不知道
王子的心是热情, 还是孤傲
一句关心, 他当作冷漠
其实公主的心只祈祷
他可以多些, 多些, 什么都好

我的心里在想什么,他还不懂
公主的心有热情, 也有孤傲
王子的冷漠带来的痛
这样公主的心惟有祷告
他可以少些, 少些, 什么都好

王子和公主的心是孤傲
但都一样渴望爱情
公主什么都不懂,只知道
只要有王子在的地方
就是王宫

一秒

看著你的一秒钟, 我心动了
想著你的一秒钟, 我幸福了
依著你的一秒钟, 我开始爱你
就让我们的爱情, 一秒一秒地变成永远

silver lining in a job

Can't remember when was the last time I watched a Korean drama. But I guess in almost every drama, the lead will always be good looking and has a well-paying job. Their families and friends can screw up but they will always be successful in their career.

Everything is smooth sailing. There will always be a silver lining even though things may turn bad. The good will prevail. Mind you this really only happens in dramas.

Especially at work, when things seem to be in your control but the truth is most of the time it turns out to be otherwise. When workload seems to become lighter, someone out there will know it better than you and start piling up your work. When relationships seem to improve, other problems arise. When things get bad, they will only get worse.

It is a constant challenge in life you would say. I believe so. That's why I always tell myself to be a fighter.

A colleague asked me last night what is the difference between this current job as compared to my previous ones. I said I spend more time managing people. I figured an office is made of people who implement work processes. It is all about adapting and making it work best for yourself. But most of the time, it's just about adapting and making the best out of it.

I like my current job. No other complaints. It's all about adapting which I am trying to get used to. Drama is afterall an adaption of real life situations and they make it look best.

And my life has always been a drama I like best.

silence is bliss

Just finished watching another drama, Silence, by Vic Chou and korean actress Piao En Hui (Lian Sheng in Da Chang Jin). Love the show of course and some of the lines are simply amazing.
The story is about a girl who could not speak after suffering from a shock when she was 12. At the hospital, she met a 12-year-old boy and they found chemisty in silence. They share a secret hideout, a lucky star sign and a promise to meet again on Christmas Day in 2006.
As fate has it, they lost contact. And as fate has it again, they met again after they grew up. Not knowing they knew each other before, they resolved misunderstandings and fell in love. Fate has its hand in everything, the guy suffered cancer but they spent his last days happily.
The girl expressed herself through sign language. There was a line when Andy Hui said there is no need for words. Body language speaks it all. That was the scene when Andy finally realised that Piao En Hui (Shen Shen) does not love him.
En Hui did not have any verbal lines at all. Not until the last episode when she called out "Qi Wei Yi' and spoke 'I love you'. These are the only words she said in the whole serial. The most important words that anyone would want to hear. The only words that matter.
Of course there are sadists throughout the show to keep the couple out. But it turns out that they realise about the importance of spending your last days with the one with love. Who do you want to be with at the moment of your death? How will you die with no regrets, not for yourself but for the ones who love you and still living after your death?
Keep loving him / her.
Words are meaningless if they are out to hurt. I have been suffering this in my current job. The client is just out to say hurtful words to make my life miserable. So I chose to leave the job as I know I deserve good treatment.
That aside, love do make people change. Change for the better of course.
So next time, if don't have anything nice to say. Just be silent. It is more appreciative.
Maybe because of this, a guy chose not to answer my email cos he wants to reject me but does not want to say it out.
And I got the message of course.
More importantly communication does not stop at silence. Silence is a form of communication in itself.

Over dinner

It is always interesting to observe what happens over dinner. A dinner with a group of not-so-close friends.
Everyone seems to be interested to get to know one another better, yet wary of the other person as well. Everyone keeps a light-hearted attitude, cracking jokes but may unknowingly offend someone at the table.
As usual, it is a mixture of girls and boys. No one knows another person particulary well to read his/her mind. So every person at the table is an observer and target of attention at the same time. However it is not hard to notice that it is usually the prettiest girl who will get the guys' attention.
It is also fascinating to guess what's on each other's mind. What is truth? And what is a casual remark?
In Korean dramas, it is always a dinner of four young people, each having their own motives and thoughts. Like A is always paying attention to B, while C is flirting with B and D likes A.
A simple affair but with complicated outcomes.

warm the cold heart

Just finished watching 'Gong' and I loved it. The story talks about how a girl manages to warm the heart of the male lead (the crown prince) and he finally falls in love with her.

The prince is burdened with responsibilities and challenges and yet he has to portray a cold and confident image. But he is a human being, a man after all, who needs to take a break and smell the flowers. This girl simply charges into his life without any warning and manages to turn it around. Both so different in family background, personaility and interests etc, yet they click and fill in the gaps perfectly. Of course a happy ending.

While everyone rejoices for the couple, have they forgotten about the other 2 leads?

The prince's first love who tries hard to win back his love. She may be seen despicable but she is only a woman - a woman who wants to protect her own love. Then later she realises it takes two to tango.

Next is the other male lead. Also a prince with fantastic qualities and an even warmer heart. But he did not win the love of the princess. He has all eyes on her and is willing to do anything for her. The girl is touched but she cannot love him. There is simply no sparks.

My colleague asked me which male lead do I prefer. I said the crown prince. While I appreciate the 2nd prince's love and sincerity but I need someone who is street smart and able to look after me. The crown prince may be cold and has no interest in the girl at first. But all is not lost. Her love for him finally touched him.

This is the beauty of love - learn to warm the cold heart.

options

I think having options is a great boost to my personal ego. Last Mon, I felt like the female lead in the Korean dramas - enjoying the attention of the 2 male leads. Well I think I am luckier cos I had the attention of more than 2 men. That is definitely a fantastic boost. Well done gal.

But of course i also know that the attention of many guys can never be compared to one particular man - the man I have heart beat for. For a gal yearning for his attention, I only care about his every movement, look and smiles.

The guy who makes my heart beat again after so many years. Will he be the one to make it beat further?

Seriously, I don't need options. I only need his attention.